I miss Sweden!

Summer is the most difficult time for me when it comes to missing Sweden. Sometimes it gets so bad that I can feel my heart aching and my whole body and soul has a feeling of some kind of emptiness. 

I have not been to Sweden since 2012, and that was a sad visit to say Good Bye to one of the people I love the most, my grand father. I have not even been to his grave or walked by his beloved house....

I never imagined to live outside of Sweden for this long, yet it's my decision that it is that way...I can't imagine myself living outside of Sweden for the rest of my life, but as Little B grows older and all that, it will be harder and harder to move.

Right now, I am honestly sad about not being able to live in Sweden, although I have a great life here! I just miss Sweden, the traditions and nature. It also makes me sad that Little B would be more Canadian than Swedish. Nothing wrong with that, but I am Swedish....

I won't make it there this summer and its hard to see all the pictures online from vacations there. Although the weather sucks....at least something that I don't miss!

Ok that was my whiny post today.

Xoxo

Little B's mom